Well OK after 14 weeks I think that I am finally ready to admit to this pregnancy! I have been really shocked by this one but honestly they ALL have come when they want.
I had felt so happy and content with Kase and Macie. Blessed to have one of each so when we tried for a 3rd I wasnt too heart broken about not getting preggo...don't get me wrong I was sad. I cried a lot but I was also happy I at least had two. Then out of the blue 6 yrs later McKai came to our lives. We knew it was him from the very beginning, knew his name 8 yrs ago when Kase started talking about his McKai brother.
We have felt more complete and blessed then ever before in our lives. Justin and I had healed tremendously over that last yr and McKai seemed to bring us even more closer. I think I even said that if Justin was like this with the other two kids I would have wanted MORE and MORE babies. He honestly is a new man and I have loved falling in love with him all over again.
I didn't think we needed anymore happiness...and turns out nursing and that fact that I could not get preggo before IS NOT the best birth control!!! GO FIGURE! So 1 oops turned into this...