And i wonder how you've gotten so big. I use to feed, snuggle and lay you down each night. When you were tiny I had a little more time to spend with you. My heart hurts, I want that time back , I want your little body to fit in my arms....but now your legs hang off and around my waist. Having a hard time not feeling. Pushing back the resentment and regret and just holding and loving you.
I cant say I don't try with Mac to get pictures. I thought it would be sooo cute if he carried the dog around. He hasn't left it alone since Shayla brought him home. (yes I am not crazy enough to get a dog, he was at our house for a week until we found him a home :)
He really is a cute puppy...but all puppies are cute
I thought that if i set it up so that the puppy and him played it would be perfect....but he cried when we put him down, that scared the puppy so he ran away...and then he cried even more.
So we tied the puppy to him....well that just pissed him right off
Oh well I laught so hard when I was going through all of these. It is so McKai.
We have this blog to track of our crazy life. We are not perfect, in fact we are quite the mess most days. BUT we try, try to love, try to not scream, try to find our way threw this life and hope in the end we make it!
I am sensitive, crazy, obsessive, addicted, a lover and a fighter, calm, moody, perfectionist, never satisfied, ever changing, loving, nutty, unique, insecure, a night owl, emotional, a mess, a victim, a bully, a control freak, wanting more from life, creative, crazy talent, a bad liar, imperfect, a mommy, a wife, a good friend, a photographer.