And i wonder how you've gotten so big. I use to feed, snuggle and lay you down each night. When you were tiny I had a little more time to spend with you. My heart hurts, I want that time back , I want your little body to fit in my arms....but now your legs hang off and around my waist. Having a hard time not feeling. Pushing back the resentment and regret and just holding and loving you.
We have this blog to track of our crazy life. We are not perfect, in fact we are quite the mess most days. BUT we try, try to love, try to not scream, try to find our way threw this life and hope in the end we make it!
I am sensitive, crazy, obsessive, addicted, a lover and a fighter, calm, moody, perfectionist, never satisfied, ever changing, loving, nutty, unique, insecure, a night owl, emotional, a mess, a victim, a bully, a control freak, wanting more from life, creative, crazy talent, a bad liar, imperfect, a mommy, a wife, a good friend, a photographer.