rocking you to sleep tonight

And i wonder how you've gotten so big. I use to feed, snuggle and lay you down each night. When you were tiny I had a little more time to spend with you. My heart hurts, I want that time back , I want your little body to fit in my arms....but now your legs hang off and around my waist. Having a hard time not feeling. Pushing back the resentment and regret and just holding and loving you.